My Prayer

God,

I just want to thank you for all the blessings that I have in my life. I can see things changing and I can feel myself growing. I know you are working in and around me. Sometimes it is hard for me to be unsure of what your plan  for my life is. I know that you have everything under control. I have faith that everything will play out in your perfect timing.

I pray that you use my past and my pain for your glory. I pray that you use me to do your ministry. I want to lay down my life for you Lord. 

I pray that you use this blog as a means to reach people for your Kingdom. I pray that the words here be yours, the stories here be yours, and the message be yours. I pray that you help me to be open and honest here so that the truth can be shown. I pray for each person that has read this blog or that will read it. I pray Lord that You be found here. You said, "For where two or more gather, I am there among them." I pray that you met us here God. You are so big that distance doesn't matter. I know that you can use this blog just as you can use me. 

Help me Lord to stay out of your way. I don't want this to be about me. 

Thank you for giving me the passion to reach people and to tell my story. Thank you for this journey. I know it will be amazing. 

In Jesus Precious Name,

AMEN

Silly Worry

 Over the past couple of weeks I have been doing some unnecessary worrying and doubting. The other day while I was driving I heard a line in a song that put it all in perspective for me. The song said, "Did you know that the voice that brings the dead to life is the very same voice that calls you now to rise." It suddenly made all my worrying seem so silly. Our God is SO powerful. with just words He brought the dead to life. (John 11:43) So why do I doubt that He can use me? He CAN do ANYTHING!!!! I believe He is calling me and I believe He can and will use me if I will let Him. In Acts 26:8 Paul says, "Why does it seem incredible to any of you the God can raise the dead?" I think Paul's question for me would be, "Why can't He use you?" 

What are you questioning that God can do?

Blind Faith

"For we walk by faith, not by sight." 2 Corinthians 5:7

Faith - (noun) 2-belief that is not based on proof

Blind (adjective) 4- not having or based on reason or intelligence; absolute and unquestioning

7- Hard to see or understand

My walk with God has been all about BLIND FAITH--I believe and trust in Him and His power without being able to know where it would lead me. I stepped out in faith when I called on Him to save me. I have followed in faith when He told me to go and move. There has been so many times when He has said, "Trust Me" and I did even though I didn't know it would work. But God is faithful. If He has lead me to do something He has come through with blessings. I may not be able to see what His plan is, but He has one. His plan is always for my good and His glory. I love the way The Message version says it, "It is what we trust in but don't yet see that keeps us going." 2 Corinthians 5:7 I trust that God has the master plan, so I follow with BLIND FAITH. 

That leads me to this blog. I have a calling on my heart to reach people, to show them love, and a fulfilling life that can be found in Jesus Christ. I know that God has a calling on my life. I have faith that He wants to use my past, my pains, my experiences, and my passions for His ministry. I trust that. I do not know how all of this will manifest, but I have faith that He will use me if I get out of the way and let Him. I am not sure where this blog will lead. It will be my journey in BLIND FAITH. I will let God guide me. I pray that He is the author. For all of this is me trusting in the dreams He has put in my heart and stepping out in 

BLIND FAITH

 I believe if you gather here with me He will be here also. 

Yours In Christ,